Thursday, December 23, 2010

Hard day

Today is my mom's birthday-she would have been 65 years young if she would have lived. Oh how I miss her still. I have done pretty good with it or at least faked it. While working today I couldn't help but think about the what ifs.

The lady I take care of is not in good health and it shows in everything she does and I couldn't help but think how much I would hate that for my mom so maybe it was for the best that she was gone so early but then I thought about all that she is missing and I think that would be best. It was rough thinking and trying not to cry at work. Actually I didn't cry until I got in the car with Lonnie and we were on our way to Christmas shop. However, as I always say and even though it is true it feels a little or a lot yucky-IT IS WHAT IT IS!!!!!

Anywho, it is getting late and I need to wrap the presents we got today before the kids try & peek. I want to leave you of a picture of my Mom & her twin brother

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