that is what I have been in the last few days. I know the why-it is the anniversary of my Mom's passing-today it has been 6 years. I can't help but think about it all plus add in the what ifs and it makes for a tiring day. I have kept busy-with work & dentist appointments for all and still putting the house back together. My mind just keeps going to that day where everything changed and it still makes me sad.