Isn't that what we all do sometimes? We are stuck looking back all the while moving ahead. Or am I the only one?! Who knows. While I have taken a break from blogging and living life I kept praying for some sort of sign of where I am suppose to be going/doing/living and truth be told I still don't have a 100% answer except right where I am at is where I am suppose to be. How is that for a great and not so great answer? I thought so. I know that I may not be making sense to some or maybe none but it makes perfect sense to me. And I guess that is how it is. Some questions have been running in my head and I am trying not to give to much thought about them for the simple fact I will worry and well I am not suppose to. I am working on turning it ALL over to God and let me tell you-a lot and I do mean A LOT of the time I am doing it while kicking & screaming. lol I don't want to sound all flippant about it but I am keeping it real which is another thing that has been on my heart. So, if you are keeping track or not I am. I have a few things in no particular order that I feel God is trying to lead me to.
2. Where the heck am I going
7. Forgiveness-this one is probably the one that is giving me the most trouble. Again just keeping in real-I struggle with this one!
I know that God is working it all out without me interfering but jeez hello........ this just seems like a great deal of stuff but I am confident when it is all said and done will make sense and even if it doesn't there will be a lesson learned.
Lastly, sorry this is long-I am also going to strive to post something every day. I want my blog to be somewhere I can put stuff out even if it makes no sense to anyone but me. I want to be silly and post well whatever I want.
Ps. Sorry one more thing-yesterday marked the 5th anniversary of my mom's passing. I would like to say it was an easy day but it wasn't. I was in pain from my back and I think that helped with missing my mom and stuff and even while in pain I realized she is in a better place(I hope-that is a whole other post for some other day) and I will get past it somewhat.
Thanks for reading! :)