That is what has been in my head/heart for the last few days and truth be told I sooooooooooo did not want to write therefore I have been kind of ignoring my blog. Yes I posted yesterday but (btw I have posted 200 times)it was really about nothing. Yes figuring out those things were good but could have waited.Anywho onto the ugly!I read a questions about being "jealous of someone":* I answered YES to those who still have a mom! U*G*L*Y* I said some U*G*L*Y stuff to the kids about some stuff going on. Let me say I did turn around after I calmed down and apologized but still I was U*G*L*Y!There are some others examples but it would bring out some other stuff that is best left out of the internet since it includes other people.I have been praying like crazy about it but God would so not let up on me until I confessed it out loud. OUCH!!!!!